After losing Leilani I didn’t feel like I belonged anywhere.
Couldn’t fit in with the people who had just had babies.
Couldn’t fit in with the people who didn’t have babies.
I just didn’t belong. The loneliest feeling in the world.
The thing was I was “trying” to appear that I was okay when in reality I was dying inside.
How can I belong when inside didn’t match with the outside?
It wasn’t until I faced Losing Leilani that I found my place.
Now I know where I belong! I belong exactly where I am.
As long as I accept my reality and face it I belong in the now!
I don’t need to be part of a certain category to know where I belong. I belong here in this present moment at that my friends is enough for me!
October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month.