“Damn Ingrid why you go so hard? Damn Ingrid all you do is workout! Damn Ingrid you workout too much! Damn Ingrid but you don’t take a break! Damn Ingrid we get it you like to workout!”
Just some of a few things I’ve heard… but guess what? I DO LOVE TO WORKOUT and here’s why…
Look at them eyes in that photo. Y’all I’m going to be so real it’s going to maybe make some of y’all sad… you could’ve handed me a blade and I would’ve taken it and took the easy way! I had to desire. No reason to live. (In my mind that is..) I didn’t care about what I had here on Earth! I just wanted what I have in heaven…..
L E I L A N I.
Yes it’s crazy how you can have it all and feel like you have nothing at all. It’s crazy that you smile and feel nothing at all.
I just felt hopeless, lost, unworthy, unloved, unlucky… every UN in the dictionary!
It’s more than physical it’s a desire to sooth my soul! Something that only comes with self care.
Grief is lonely. Grief is a thief. Grief is a liar. Grief is scary. Grief is dark! Grief is endless!
But through my journey I have found light. I found the TRUE ME!
I am LEILANI’S MOTHER… but I am also Liam, Leighton, and Langston’s Mother. I am Argenis’s wife! I am their stronghold as they are mine.
So my friends this is why I go so hard. Because my workouts help me hone in on my true self!
Oh yes I have bad days it’s not always easy but you know what… #dowhatyouhavetonotwhatyoufeel is my motto and it helps me survive on a daily basis!
So tell me are you ready to hone in on yourself and find the true YOU? YES? Well then comment below..
I am ready! And I will message you details! Don’t miss out y’all life is too short to bullshit!!!!!!